Raw Dogging My Pen (Which Sounds Exactly As Bad As It Should)
Despite the title I assure you; we're here for very serious business. I've been in a bit of a literary struggle lately. Not for fiction, that's moving at the pace it usually does...I got to get away from the addict writing for a bit. But there's so much to tell its like I can't. So much in my memory banks is taken up by the addict life. I think let's do a literary exercise on trees and how they make you feel or even try to paint the imagoes you have of other's lives into new life on paper, or think back to a time before the drugs (not that there is much). Write about family. Write a fucking dinner conversation containing mild catharsis-- I've seen those in print. I've tried...but unless someone is getting fucked or punched or high (preferably all three), that's goddamn boring shit. It's boring to write, it's boring to read, it's boring to edit. I'm sure that's how many editors feel about addict writing, verse and converse are...