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Quit Chronicles: Cutting Back

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    This is day one of hardcore cutting down. I have to say that dispensary weed is a whole new ball game. I think I said this before. At nine am, I’m already feeling what I call The Fun. You know that feeling when someone is rattling off at the mouth and you’re just sitting their taking their shit while wanting to knock them out? That’s what I feel right now, but for no reason. I will take this for the time I’m writing and then go for a smoke. What I call the Shtistorm hasn’t started yet. It won’t until I go a full 24-48 hours with nothing. You just go and go and friggin’ go, and if anyone says anything untoward to you…holy fuck. There’s a song about it by Strapping Young Lad—that’s where I got the same. It’s about quitting weed, and it’s damn near the most insane song I’ve ever heard. I’ve you’ve been using weed to correct anger issues due to bipolar (as Dev was) when you quit, you, and all around you, are potentially fucked. If you don’t know what’s going to happen to y...

Quitting Cannabis

Let's begin with--I'm not anti-drug, not any drug. You can do whatever you want. I'm not going to judge you for it. My scales are all broken. Everyone knows this. But, in case I'm wrong-- TRIGGER WARNING: I have very little filter, and I’m notoriously batshit. If you know me, you know that. If you don’t, at least I told you. What more do you want? If that scares you, don’t read my stuff. And don’t try to turn this into “UHHHH, HUH-WHUAH! He’s a MAGA!!! Fuck am I tired of that schizoid horseshit. Fix your goddamn object relationship, spazmo. You fuckin’ sound like the flipside Hannity when you do that shit. Knock it the goddamn fuck off. There. If that triggered you, don’t read this. For about three months, I’ve been thinking about quitting weed. Yesterday, I decided I was going to follow through. That doesn’t mean cold turkey. I am bipolar. There’s some argument that it may have turned into a mild form of split personality disorder. I don’t think that’s the fault of w...