The Gateway Process

When in the throes of a long process, like the 4 Quarters one I undertook about 40 days ago, it’s good (at least for me) to undertake another, shorter, and companionable process to keep myself focused on containment. This is one I don’t mind talking about. Although the successful completion of it will bring enhancement of all etheric processes undertaken both now and in the future, it isn’t etheric itself…this is a process to strengthen brainwaves and synchronize the brain’s two hemispheres. Not to mention amplify all future endeavors.

Just like the title implies, I’m using The Gateway Tapes. That’s right. MKUltra, that Gateway. Since everyone has 1,000 odd things to say about this process, most of it seemingly bell-ringer bullshit, I knew I had to try it for myself. If you don’t know anything about it, just hearing the name will have you thinking all sorts of crazy shit, the current ‘spiracy bit is that if I do this, I’m going to be visible to….well, I’m not entirely sure. The guy I watched for about five minutes said it would make me apparent to whoever is “running the project.” Well, technically, I’m the one running the project, so that’s no big deal, and if I become visible to anyone else and they decide they want to fuck with me, I can fight. So there goes that. And if it introduces me to aliens, fuckin’ a.

What I really think it will do is help my brain’s two hemispheres communicate with each other more fluidly. I’m having a smoother psychic experience lately. Understanding has increased. After reading a bit about it, this is something I absolutely must try.

Not that I have zero caveats to offer. I’m sure each tape comes with at least one side-effect. At worst, I’ll experience something like a bad trip. That’s okay. I know how to deal with those, I’ve had my share.

One thing I’ve noticed, and this may be due to bipolar, is that coming out of hemi-synch sucks ass. I’m well-practiced in meditation, so I know how to deal with states of Brahma and act like everything is perfectly normal. I felt prepared. And I was. But if I hadn’t been, the side effect could’ve gone worse. I felt great for the first fifteen or twenty minutes after the tape ran out, and then, slowly but surely, the old zing and burn of that clean rage energy began welling up behind my belly, and it felt more like coming down from meth than anything else. Yuck. I hate that feeling, but I know how to bring myself down from it. I took note of it and did a follow-up meditation at 528 HZ, performing 7 Ah-Cup chants. Then I read more about the Gateway Program.

It talks about controlling biofeedback. By this, we transcend things like pain, we heal ourselves, and possibly each other. I’d say I’m not sure why these things aren’t taught in school from a young age, but then I remember this country is full of a bunch of Christian Leagues who want you to believe that God is at Church and not Within. I think that’s really shitty and have it on good authority that Christ does not approve, that authority being I can read. Others can also read. But then some shithole authoritarian comes along to inject them with fear bullshit, and folks lose God’s Way for Man’s. People still have no idea what that truly means. And I’m not going to tell them. If they want to know, they should learn to pray in the closet, and then without ceasing, further knowing that this is not a physical closet, and this is not the prayer that asks for things to go your way.

It mentions brainwaves, frequencies, and the bifurcation echo. I’m very interested in that part of things. It adds sense to a lot of the internal pathologies with which I’ve struggled over the years. In the simplest terms, those effectively scare the heart and create any number of mental pathologies. I think there are other times when they elate the heart, as with sex, so it isn’t all bad. But sex isn’t random as such—impulsive perhaps, which is how most people use the word random these days…have you ever watched how frequency affects water? Have you ever considered that you are 2/3rds (give or take) water? And then what that may mean? I won’t take it further than that, only to say that I (don’t) wonder whether the secret to everything rests in controlling one’s water. Which means the brainwaves may be brought to bear like atrophied muscle. One cannot fix one’s water unless the brain isn’t constantly undoing the work. They have to be done at once. One goes not flow well without the other. I’m not sure yet if the document covers water/frequency interactions. I feel like it does. It ought to just by its nature.

It also mentions the holograms of oscillation, a thing I’ve argued about at length. Not that it isn’t true, it is, but what good does it do the masses to know that? As I’ve said, can you slow the oscillations by will?

What if you can?

I don’t know about all that, but I do know I’m doing this, and I’m pretty excited about it. It’s the kind of occult process that doesn’t require shitloads of window dressing. Of course, I use the Poor Man’s Magus, so there isn’t all of this decorum…you can get an equal result from a dead relative’s mirror and a bloody spirit box app as you can from blood from a cock not yet having trode hen or a belt made from a lion’s glory. It helps also to have something the object of your etheric interest likes. Many like tobacco. Many like cannabis. And so on. Plants and rocks. Do your research. I suppose these things vibrate the same as some etheric creatures. Now I sound like a lunatic. But only to someone who isn’t an occultist.

It's okay to be learning, and I am. Better late than never. Doing things over that I have done but was too fucked up to recollect. If you read on, we’ll see if this works together.